ғʀɪєɴɗ ѕɑɪɗ .

AS I listen AGAIN , DISTANT footfalls echo NEAR .

2011年5月31日星期二

feeling can't be restored
if yes 
it's just pretend in front of you all, included "you"


i'm ME . 
AND i won't be others' ! YOU have no worried . 
but how many times i said i promised 
already . it seems doesn't used also

what should I do then ?
always by your side. accompany you 
and  keep try to console you 
unexpectedly

( monday )
you told me you want to give up bcz me 
hahhahh..it's funny !

i'm speechless 
i just would like to go back home from there directly 
ignore the lecture 

i'm damn ?



I TELL YOU !
from the matter started, 
everyday schooling ,
i have keep the distance from them indistinctly
but i won't be alone.
still have girl wad

why you must thinking negative !
do you want me to self-disfigurement ?
will you be satisfied if i done that ?
will you don't be worried anymore ?

>,<
what i want is just peace and happy 
am i a failure ? 


TING 

2011年5月29日星期日

test

Tired.
everything juz like...
the sun lossing the wind for blowing sky
the sea lossing the water to give pressure to it..
no choice ..=]

hard for it...
test to be...
something is lost for cover it..

the eyes. always at the enterior
is cant be share.. is cant be hide... huh?!!
silent mode switch on...
she is continue n continue by no reason...
fine.><

dun belongs tat word to me. stress to it
i can see their potential..is feeling curious why they can be that..anything
tat is the chance to let u be with some..
unluck be .. i'm not be part in some,things..
haha..=') thats why ..i have to force myself until u

time is make me struggle
hard to it again.. no work equal no transport
but atleast..im using my little ablility
time..24 is going too fast in a day..
go there.. i can see the "doesnt matter
be here... the sky is turn nite..
the days..still cont like tis..No pls
L. tat is act in concert vif x

a pp say. dun affect from some.
forward.not include every
stay there. some still inside.
dun pardon self n be normal.

struggle in EDC. lol
but world is like tat..wat can we do
im hopef. erm.but can tis change a bit =]

* mix chapter. juz express.no nid understand*


2011年5月24日星期二

rain

这里...唯一没有改变的事还是世界在改变....

...



我会好过点... =')





2011年5月11日星期三

ishhh.. damn hate second hand hp !
since his hp was stolen by a person don't know who is he
i felt many unlucky matter happened on him
including me T^T
we two are pity lohx!!

last two day ago, he bought a second hand hp from his collage friend
same model with previous hp that he used
just RM XXX , abit cheap
at the same time we two didn't thought that need to check properly
then the 2nd hand-p's problem appeared now
haiz . can't blame who also
sad nya ~
so i'm very resist to buy 2nd hand-p now !
even my mother asked me to buy i also don't bother her

i don't believe 2nd hand-p anymore !
it will be spent me much much money to repair .lol
i don't want repeat the same case like what my younger sister happened before
it's so horrible
because my hp already spoilt
but i will determine to refuse to buy 2nd hand-p
arghh . don't know wanna change what model hp now
='(
also don't have extra money to buy new one .=.=
want to save money and buy myself neh
keisan !!!



TING

2011年5月5日星期四

blesss....

OMG...
现实总是让人"猜不透"...!!!!!
最近总是一波未平一波又起....
haizzzzz...拘谨到爆....
卧虎藏龙叻...
糟透顶了...救命!!
英文那么烂....怎样跟别人沟通哦...
听都会成问题..
不显得自卑都会有一点点难啦...XD
最近都在被灌输恐怖教育...
独立独立独立...OASHHH...想到都头痛
天啊..拉曼大到无法理喻..
一个人拿着地图在最讨厌的太阳底下找找找
是件痛苦的事好不好...xDD
你是在挑战我们的极限吗...GET LOST not fun at all...hahaha
时间表更不在当下...
omg...我真的感到很压抑

photograpy !! 林夕剧场....我能还有时间吗...
wat is your ambition..?
= :  DJ...tv host..produced...reported...audio editor,...
OMG again...别人的答案...
(  i haven decide my ambition yet)...别人离乡背井
为了自己梦想......> 算什么
( 好像有点高攀不起..那当初又使什么理由)

老话一句....加油..!!! 最多辛苦点

hypertalk talk talk...
几时变成了孤僻...这条路还很漫长呢...
LOL..人就是那么的奇怪..
同时会在不同的环境下扮演两个或以上的自己
FB 的力量果然非同反响...=.=

haiz...有些哲学总会有人站在对的位置
而相反的呢...我们只能默默的仰望着......
对不起,..有些事我做不到...=')

明天没上课...却又要去应征...
haiz...永远活在忙碌里爱那份充实感..却又无法调和情绪和压力...
just do it   =)))

















ZHI WEI =D

2011年5月4日星期三

今天第二天orientation day,
很悶的,聼懂得,但聼完后,
我發覺point是什麽啊??
>,<
我只想知道time table而已啦
可是一時忘了在哪個block的notice board看
那些算了

今天聼完后,原本以爲有個伴能一起做
student id
可惜我的programme supervisor遲放我們出來
變成我自己一個人排隊等
又長龍又悶~
最後放棄了=目
坐朋友車回去吃東西才回家
和一班不認識的人吃
不過有三個懂 = = 幸好
明天又要去,很閑的~

最近的我和他,雖然有些事情是解決了
但是還有阻礙不斷地出現
我得僞裝讓他好過點
其實,心裏真的很痛~
幾乎每天想起都哭了起來




TING